The Dimension Of The Being

Little silly emotions Prop out their head and timidly draw back As if no one ever sees Sees them smile Sees them flirt And see them soaring high In the night sky When the moon is bright The stars are neigh And we walk by the star light Holding our hands Till our heads swoon And we are dizzy Then you say with me Yes me you feel so free freedom when no emotions Attached- you feel that with me And I.... well I shut my emotions down Throttle them till they can look no more I drop them from a height And they fall into an abyss Of no return I shut them off To be with you To be close to you Always ever too afraid to Come into the light As it may show my scarred face which is due to my emotions And then you might leave me And I cant bear to let you go So, I keep my throbbing heart at peace Run a blade through it. So it stops beating and saying your Name aloud But....then it happens that you leave me And funny but i don't have a h...

You are my flame and i burn for you like a candle silently waiting for you to devour me. They tell it hurts but let it be as i am falling in love with the destruction you bring to my life. You know its hopeless to wait for you to wish you don't burn me down. But let me wish while I burn, while you feed on my soul that you will water my wishes and will save me from the fire- that is you. Your life means my death why are we two separate ways? I dont have an answer nor i wish to find one. As i am happy fading while you shine like a star.

Have you ever thought why all the saints have to leave their wives before attaining the supreme knowledge and most of them get out when their wives are sleeping without even bidding final goodbye? why? Can't they take their wives with them. Why are wives treated as objects of sexual desire and a barrier to attainment of "Nirvana". Once the saints rises above the barrier of sexual desire then the wife is discarded as one discards some bad habit. Why? Can, t wife be a friend a companion to "Nirvana"? Aren' t marriages everlasting institutions of friendship and companionship that is meant to transcend and to go beyond the boundaries of sexual passion? Sri Ramkrishna Paramahansa never left his wife but for him she was a companion, like a medium to be one with God. So why? leave a woman behind? I dont know whether iam right or wrong but since childhood while reading about these saints I learnt to worship them but always in my mind came a question that what happ...

Well hi , just hi, who am i? asl? figure stats? i am a person as you all are. yes neither less human nor more human. neither a piece of flesh nor a divine Goddess. i am just a human. and believe me i go to loo and go to pee. so please more public toilets please which are' nt open air. and yes i love sex but i am not a slut and ain' t sleeping with the every second guy I meet. and my private body parts are mine so don't yes please donot touch them at your own disposal. what i hate is " I want to do Frandship with you." guys well why can't they say that they want to sleep with me? Hypocrites!!!! But hey am i sounding feminist? maybe but i am not. I believe men and woman are different in body and mind in the same way that no two man are the same. we are not the stereotyped "Sheila" or "Munni" (well some of us can be) but we all are not those people whose sole aim in life is to attract and seduce their opposite gender nor is to marry, getting ...

So, what are we? confused, deluded, eccentric bunch of crowd or individuals who are sane and focussed. What do we chose first? the goal or the very way. We first see the goal and then plan our path and what happens is something messes up in our lives and lo our life is not ours anymore. When we take life as it comes it obviously eases tension and dissappointments but without a goal life becomes aimless and wanders as if a vagabond. What my sense says to me is that judge time and aim set small goals in accordance with present get a well planned backup(s). Dont go with big and far of ventures in a go but rather break the segments of it in such a way time and situation allows it. So what do you think? give me the answers. Yours Sincierly datta ghosh