conflict
You sometimes make me Wonder- put me in awe Oh so beyond human That someone could be So full of warmth Yet so chillingly cold, So innocent like that Mountain breeze Yet so deceptive and Full of lies-that now Surround me and Make me go blind So, blind that now I can't See you nor can I feel The love you promised me And no doubt you have always given me But now that I've seen the real you And I don't like what I see And I start loathing you Despising the time we met And now I hate myself Not because I love you But when i loathe you I reject the very fabric Of my existence as a soul..... Our union gives me bliss But this bliss makes my heart bleed And I weep with contention Hidden deep in my eyes I am a chaotic self Whose calm lies in your arms But then the lies suffocate me And I run out to reach For the calm, which I know i shall never get While I am torn apart from you Bu